Fic: Life Changes 9/29

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TITLE: LIFE CHANGES
RATING: NC-17 this chapter
PAIRINGS: Nick/OMC
WARNINGS: Very adult content and language
SUMMARY: A casual remark can change a life
SPOILERS: None
BANNER: Created by Bflyw
DISCLAIMER: If you don’t recognize it, it’s mine. Otherwise, everything belongs to Bruckheimer, CBS and Zuicker.

Previous chapters can be found here



Nick woke up slowly. He knew before he opened his eyes that he had slept deeply and peacefully; no nightmares, no tossing and turning, just deep, relaxing, blessed sleep. He stretched so hard he heard pops in his back and knees. He was also aware of some deep muscle aches in his hips, thighs, calves; pretty much all the way from the waist down. He had his usual morning erection and he was also painfully aware of the fact that he really needed to pee, like 30 minutes ago. He started to throw the sheet back but realized that he had no idea where he was so he didn’t know which side of the bed the bathroom was on. He heard a quiet chuckle and a ‘Very Nice’ and opened his eyes to see a man leaning against a door jam that was obviously the bathroom. The man was smiling at him AND he was nekkid. Now in Nicky’s mind, you had nude, naked and nekkid; and when the man in question was wearing just a smile and an erection; that was nekkid.

Last night, or rather early this morning, came flooding back into Nick’s mind and he knew how he got the muscle aches and why the handsome man was smiling at him. He couldn’t help but notice that his erection was definitely twitching at the man, no, twitching at Collin.

Collin, who had danced with him, kissed him, picked him up at ‘Body Heat’ and brought him home with him. As all of his memories became available, Nick smiled back at Collin and said, “So, how’s your control this morning?”

Collin laughed at Nick and moved over to the bed, laid down beside Nick, rolled partly on top of him and said, “You bastard. You would remember that.” He started to kiss Nick but Nick turned his face away. Collin said, “What’s the matter?”

Nick said, still faced away from Collin, “I know my ‘morning breath’ has crossed over the line into ‘dragon breath’ because I really got to go pee.”

Collin grabbed Nick’s jaw, turned his head toward him and kissed him soundly. (He didn’t use any tongue however, he was just horny not crazy.) ‘Ok, ‘dragon breath’, go pee and there’s a new toothbrush on the counter for you.”

He got up so Nick could get up, slapped Nick on one bare butt cheek as he walked by and took a minute to smooth the sheets before he flopped back down on the bed to wait for his partner.

Nick hurried to the bathroom, closed the door behind him and as his poor, overfull bladder gave up its load, he realized that Collin smelled great, was wet, had no morning stubble and his breath smelled like mint. Well, he was a trained observer after all, although even Ecklie could have figured out that Collin had showered, shaved, brushed his teeth and swished some mouthwash before he came back to Nick. Nick reached over, turned on the shower and noticed there was a razor with extra heads already in the shower caddy. He grabbed the toothbrush and paste and jumped in the shower.

In the other room, Collin heard the shower turn on and thought with a groan, ‘Oh God, he’s going to shower.” Now while, he was glad that Nick wanted to be squeaky clean for him, I believe we have already established that he was horny and he figured it would be at least 20 or 30 more minutes before anything could be done about the enthusiastic erection he was sporting. You can imagine how surprised he was when just barely 12 minutes later a damp Nick landed in the bed beside him, rolled over on top of HIM and proceeded to kiss him breathless.

When he finally was able to breath, mostly because Nick had transferred his oral attention to his throat, he ran his fingers across Nick’s smoothly shaven jaw and said, “Jesus Christ, what did you do...pee in the tub while you were showering, shaving” then he realized that Nick’s breath was fresh and clean and added “and evidently brushing your teeth. Okay, you could shave with one hand, brush with the other and I guess just let the pee go down the drain but that’s taking multi-tasking to a new high.”

Nick chuckled against his throat, which tickled in a good way and said, “I’m used to working sixteen hours and getting called back out after 2 or 3 hours of sleep. There are lots of times when I don’t really wake up till I’m drinking coffee in the truck on the way to a crime scene. Now shut up and pay attention here. I’m trying to test your control. I remember everything you said this morning and I’m not going to let you forget any of it.” He went back to sucking gently on Collin’s neck and trailing wet kisses, with just a little bite to them, down to his shoulder.

Collin pulled his leg up, braced his foot against the bed and used it as leverage to roll Nick over so he was on top. He fastened both hands in Nick’s thick, dark hair and pulled just enough to get his attention. “Nick, listen to me. Normally by now, I’d have you on your back with your legs draped over my shoulders and I’d be balls deep in your ass. This is your first time and I want it to be so good for you that you will want me as much as I want you.”

Nick started to answer but Collin fastened his mouth over Nick’s and swallowed his words. “No, let me talk. It can hurt, I won’t lie to you about that but I can make that go away. I get tested every 3 months. I’ve got 2 years worth of medical reports over there in my desk. If you want, I will get them and let you look at them before we start.”

Nick was completely puzzled by now and said so. Collin said, “I have friends in law enforcement. I know they get tested every 4 to 6 months so I’m assuming you do to.”

Nick nodded, yes he did. “I don’t want to use a condom. I want to feel all of you and I want you to feel me. It’s your decision.”

Nick was speechless. This was the last thing he expected. He was scared to death and his first impulse was to say, “Hell no” and “Where’s my clothes?” But Collin had not moved, except to draw away just enough so that Nick could get up and leave if he wanted. He looked into the clear, grey eyes looking down at him; he thought about every thing that had happened since he looked up and saw those eyes watching him across the dance floor at ‘Body Heat’. He said suddenly, “Who’s Rally?”

Collin did a goldfish imitation for a second and then said, “What?”

“Who’s Rally? Mr. Jensen said Naomi said to tell you she had Rally and you could get him today or Sunday. Who’s Rally?’

Collin looked like a guy who had just walked into a scene of the twilight zone. “Uh, Rally’s my 9 month old Irish Setter. He thinks this bed is his and he lets me have part of it, so I was pretty sure he didn’t need to be around when we got back here.”

Nick smiled at him, pulled him down into another warm, wet kiss and said, “OK, no rubbers, but you better have a gallon of lube in that drawer because you’re as big as I am and I know for a fact I’m larger than average.”

Collin was trying to figure out what just happened but Nick wasn’t giving him a chance. He was kissing his mouth and neck and nibbling on his ear lobe and Collin realized he had better get control of this situation fast or things could get messy. He used his lower body to hold Nick down and it was just a bonus that their dicks were rubbing against each other while he was doing it. He knew he had to be careful about that because that’s what made him go over the edge the first time. He pulled Nick’s hands up and put them on the carved bars of his headboard. He asked him if he thought he could keep his hands up there or did he want Collin to tie his wrists. Nick looked a little startled and said no, he did not want to be restrained.

Collin began a slow mapping of Nick’s body, starting at his neck. He figured from the way Nick had been chewing on his, he had to like it himself and he was right. He had him squirming in no time at all. He used his mouth, his tongue, teeth, lips and hands to map every inch of Nick’s body and by the time he got down to his cock, Nick was no longer saying words but just making sounds; very nice, happy sounds. Collin could tell from the way Nick kept trying to push his cock against him that he really wanted some hands-on-attention but he wasn’t ready for that yet. He found that this beautiful, strong, body under him was just too appetizing. He thought that it was like a great meal; you didn’t bolt it down, you took your time and savored every bite, every flavor. He spread Nick’s legs apart and ran his hands down over his strong thighs letting the tips of his fingers slide down the crease where his leg met his body. He moved down in the bed so he was between Nick’s legs and began to nibble and bite the inside of his thighs. He was surprised at how soft the skin was there. He thought that Nick must wear tight jeans a lot because they would rub against the skin and abrade the hair follicles enough to keep the skin smooth and hairless. He pulled Nick's legs back together so that his cheek was rubbing against one smooth thigh while he was kissing and licking the other one. Finally, he began to lick up to Nick’s balls and cock. He took the big heavy sack in his mouth. He couldn’t get both of them in his mouth at the same time so he sucked on one and then pulled the other in and sucked on it.

Nick was by now, almost in tears from the waves of new sensations that were sweeping through his body. He had had women give him blow jobs and some of them were mind blowing, BUT he had never had anyone suck and lick at his balls and the smooth skin behind them the way Collin did. He thought he was going to scream, faint, something. He would have laughed if he’d had the breath when the words, ‘Shit or go blind’ crossed his mind. Now he really understood that little saying.

He had long ago forgotten that he was gripping the headboard hard enough to break the bars and was ready to tell Collin he had to quit when Collin reached over to the nightstand, opened the door and took out a bottle. A few seconds later he heard Collin say, “Baby, take a deep breath.” He tried hard but he could only make a little gasp.

Collin said again, “Take your time and breathe in slowly and as deeply as you can.” He tried again and after 2 or 3 more gasps was able to get a good breath.

Collin said, “That’s perfect. Now take a breath and hold it.” Nick did. “Now, let your breath out all at once.” He did and felt a slick, warm finger slide into his asshole. He jumped just a little and Collin asked if he had hurt him. Nick said, “No, I just wasn’t expecting it to be warm and feel like that.”

The finger kept moving in and out and circling around inside Nick’s body. Then Collin asked if he was ready for another. Nick said yes and took another deep breath and let it out and suddenly, he felt full. Not bad, not uncomfortable even, just full.

Collin began to move his fingers in and out of Nick’s body going deeper each time and all at once, Nick almost jumped off the bed. He was pretty excited when he said, “My God is that…?”

Collin laughed at him and said, “Yeah baby, that’s your prostate and I plan on getting up close and personal with it as often as you let me for the next week.” All, Nick could do was hang on to the headboard and moan, “Oh Lord, please do that again.”

Collin was happy to oblige and Nick was sure he was going to cry, scream, pass out; do something when Collin reached up and pried his hands off the bars and told him to turn over on his stomach. Nick just looked at him and asked why. “Because it’s easier for your first time.”

Nick started to complain but was silenced with a deep kiss and several more vigorous strokes over that little amusement park deep inside his body. He turned over and groaned when the fingers pulled out of his ass but they were replaced with something blunt and hard and bigger than two fingers. He tried the breathing in and out and was surprised when he realized that Collin had slipped the head of his cock in his ass. He gasped out loud and begged him to stop.

Collin stopped moving at once but did not pull out. He just shifted his weight a little over to one side and leaned on his arm. He used his other hand to rub Nick’s back and ass, reaching down to handle the heavy ball sack and rub over the smooth skin behind his balls and rub one finger around Nick’s ass where his hard dick was straining to gain entrance.

Nick kept on taking deep breaths and finally told him to move, but do it slowly. He did and inch by inch stretched Nick’s rectum until he was up against his smooth ass. Nick was moaning and trying to breathe. Collin asked him if he was OK and he said he was afraid he was going to shit the bed. Collin laughed and told him that was not the most romantic thing he could have said but he understood.

Finally Nick relaxed and moved just a little. Collin took his weight off his arm, got up on his knees and began to move in very small circles, trying to stretch the tight hole a little and still make it good for Nick. He was hanging on to his control with everything he had because the combination of the tight, hot, ass; Nicky’s soft moans, which weren’t so much pain any more and the feel of skin against skin was the most arousing thing he had ever felt. He pushed in just a little as he was making a circle and Nick’s reaction told him he had just made contact with Mr. Prostate again. He kept his motions small and controlled until Nick laid his head down on his forearms and said, “For God’s sake, please make me come.”

Collin reached around Nick’s body, wrapped his lube slicked hand around Nick’s hard, leaking cock and began to move. He made sure he hit Nick’s happy spot every time he pushed into his body. He was not surprised at all when Nick shot all over his hand and bed just a few strokes later. He was surprised when he did the same. As his balls drew up hard and he felt himself spurting inside Nick’s warm welcoming body, he thought, “So much for control!”

Comments

[donnab810.livejournal.com]

OMG! Nick had sex without a condom- with a relative stranger... Ugh Nicholas what are you doing????


Well done... onewards...

lol@MR Prostate!

[jayceepat.livejournal.com]

You know, I thought about this long and hard but if you really think about it, Collin has more to worry about than Nick does. After all he's the one who brought a total stranger back to his apartment AND he really does have the medical reports but he has no assurance that Nick is getting tested or that the tests are clean.

While I'm a firm believer in safe sex, I decided to use this to establish a deep personal connection between the two men to try to get the idea across that this is more than just a quick lay for both of them.