Nerd Gone Wild
Chapter 3: Close Your Eyes
PG-13, 1848 words
Just a refresher: Chapter 1: Never Had Wings
Chapter 2: The Hurt You Sold
Chapter 3: Close Your Eyes
He bounced his leg nervously; he never really realized how
much he hated hospitals. They smelled like… They smelled way too clean for all
the blood that spilt and all the people that died there. He didn’t like it;
somehow it felt like they were washing over the lives and people that passed
through the doors. He laughed a harsh barking sound; washing over and too
clean, unintentional pun. And how could he forget the waiting that was forced
upon you, perpetually waiting for a doctor, nurse, death, release, something. The
other thing he hated was the silence, it crept along the halls, slinking around
corners and engulfing you when you weren’t looking. Yeah, hospitals sucked. He
would rather not have to see the inside of one for quite some time, unless
absolutely necessary. And by absolutely necessary he meant if and only if the
job required it and there was no one else to go in his place. The aversion was
understandable; Nick knew that his friends would comprehend his reasons without
having to vocalize them.
Vaguely he wondered how many people would rather not be here
themselves. If he asked any of the ER doctors how many would raise their hand?
Could he really blame them? With what they saw every day, it was comparable to
some of the things he had seen in his years on the job. How many men, women,
children came in bearing some of the worst injuries that could be inflicted
upon someone? How many walked out through the doors? How many were wheeled out
a different exit? Did any of the doctors remember how many people they had
watched or felt pass on, or had the number gotten too great to continue
counting?
“Excuse me, Mr. Stokes?”
He snapped out of his reverie. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s quite alright, it’s just shock. Most people don’t come
here every day, and know someone they have a relationship with is in need of
our help.” Dr. Terence sat in the chair next to him. “Your friend, Greg, can be
released. Physically he is going to be fine, considering the events he is
incredibly lucky to come through the way he did. He’s in shock but that is to
be expected. Surprisingly his worst injuries are a few broken ribs. There is a
laceration near his hairline that required a few stitches, and multiple cuts on
his arms and legs. Of course there is bruising and that’s going to be painfully
for sometime, but nothing can be done about that. His throat is raw, possibly
from screaming. Some juice and tea will help that, and the less he uses his
voice for a few days the better. He was agitated while we worked on him, so we
administered a sedative to keep him calm. That will wear off in a few hours, so
he may seem slightly lethargic and altered until then.” He continued on, “He
may have a mild concussion, but it can’t be determined for certain because of
the shock. If he becomes unresponsive bring him back. Also, I’ve prescribed
eight hundred milligrams of Naprosyn, when tomorrow comes he is going to be in
a world of hurt and that will help some. I’m hesitant to give him anything
stronger, but any pain he does feel will be manageable.”
“Thanks Doc,” Nick replied, rising and shaking his hand.
“Thanks for all your help tonight.”
Dr. Terence smiled, “Don’t worry about it; it’s what I’m here
for. An orderly will wheel Mr. Sanders out in a minute. Hope the rest of your
night is uneventful.”
“Yours too.” He replied. He knew that Dr. Terence was one of
the few that remembered not only how many he had seen pass, but their names and
faces. He was one of the good ones, the ones that did this day in and day out
for the love of his work.
Greg was slightly slumped in the wheelchair when the orderly
rolled him out. His eyes were shrouded in a half lidded stare beneath sparkly
lashes. Even though his eyes were half closed, Nick could see the vacant hollow
look they held. A bruise had begun to blossom across his cheek and the white
butterfly bandage protecting the stitches on his head stood out in stark
contrast. White bandages were taped to his forearm, and also on various places
on his legs. His knees were scuffed like a little child’s, and in his state he
seemed so much younger than he was. He
nodded his thanks to orderly and took hold of the chair, directing it towards
the pharmacy to fill Greg’s prescription.
He hadn’t stirred the entire time it took for them to visit
the pharmacist, roll out the doors or over to Nick’s car. If he heard Nick when
he said it was time to move and that he was sorry if he jostled him too much he
showed no reaction. It was as if he had checked out and was off in his own
little reality, but silently accepting of events in this reality. He was easily
manipulated into the passenger seat, and buckled up. And that disturbed Nick,
but on some other level he realized it was normal, shock affected everyone differently
and some people just have to turn themselves off for a little while so they
could internally sort themselves out. After he closed the door gently so as to
not scare him, he pulled out his cell phone.
“Hey Gris, it’s me. Yeah, we just got out of the hospital.
He’s pretty good all things considered; some broken ribs, cuts and bruises, but
nothing major. They had to sedate him during treatment so he’s kind of out of
it for the time being… I’m going to take him home and then I’ll be in to help…
You sure? Cause I can come in, it’s no problem to me… I suppose. I’ll stay with
him at least until he gets his head back together. I’ll give you a call later.”
Closing his phone he sighed, he knew Grissom was right; he shouldn’t come back
to the scene this early. On the other hand he knew someone had to take care of
Greg at least until his head cleared. Taking a deep breath he got into his car,
“Time to go home.” he murmured to his passenger.
The scenery passed by in a blur of colours, only coming to
focus every few stop lights or so. Greg’s gaze was directed out the window, but
he doubted anything was registering in his mind. It was eerie to sit next to
the man and not hear a word tumble from his lips, for he was rarely ever silent
except lately. He’d been a little quieter recently, ever since the unfortunate
incident. But then everyone had become a little more introspective, a little
more cautious, a little more reserved. They were probably just sorting out the
laundry, as his grandmother would say, and sometimes the washing took a little
longer with some people.
“Hey Greg, we’re here.” He said, parking the car in front of
his building. “Let’s get you inside.” With extra care he helped him out of the
car, wrapping an arm around his waist and letting him lean against him as they
made their way inside. It did take him a few tries before he could get the lock
to open, mainly due to the weight he was supporting. He was kind of surprised
when they finally got in. He had never really seen Greg’s apartment, he had
seen the outside of it but never inside. He had some ideas of what his place
looked like but this was beyond what he imagined. Muted sea green walls,
turquoise leather studio couches, dark blue coffee table littered with books.
It was definitely Greg’s style but it purveyed a more tasteful sense, it seemed
more sophisticated even if it was still kind of crazy colours. Steadily he
guided Greg towards the back of the apartment to where he figured his bedroom
was. The first door he tried lead into an office of sorts, hard to tell really
by the mess that had taken over the room, though a computer monitor peaked out
from behind a pile of stuff. The second door was the right one though.
Carefully he lowered Greg to the queen size bed that sat in
the middle of the room. He fumbled in the dimness for a light switch, when he
finally flipped it he was taken aback in surprise. One by one, little tiny
lights in the ceiling came on, starting from the far corner and fanning out
ward like a wave until thousands of blue, purple, white, and teal lights twinkled
down at him. He gasped in awe; it must have taken some time to create the
ceiling. The feigned twilight was breathtaking, washing everything in soothing
blue violet from the curtains hanging from the four poster bed to the glass
topped dresser, to the mural spanning the wall facing the bed. It was Van Gogh
if he recalled correctly, “Twilight over the Rhone”.
He was astounded at the beauty before him, this highly unexpected oasis.
“Fuck,” he murmured under his breath.
Reluctantly he brought his gaze back to the battered man slouched
on the mattress. Kneeling, he unlaced his boots removing them with utmost care,
placing them out of the way so that they wouldn’t be tripped over later. Looking
up he realized what precisely his friend was wearing and had to bite back a
smile. Many preconceptions were being dismissed handily tonight. Rising, he grasped the hem of his shirt.
“Arms up Greg,” he said softly. Carefully he pulled his shirt up his torso and
over his head discarding it over the foot of the bed. He hissed in a breath, his
torso was a massive splotch of angry black and blue. He bit his bottom lip
unconsciously, he knew what a broken rib felt like but that, he wagered, could
not compare to the pain several broken ribs and a chest that essentially was
one giant bruise felt like. With as much
delicacy as he could manage he lifted him off the bed, holding him while he
turned the covers down. He lowered Greg to the mattress and pressed him gently
backwards to rest on the pillow. Sliding an arm beneath his knees he pulled
them up and tucked his legs beneath the blanket. He drew up the sheet, and
touched his hand gently, giving it a little squeeze. He debated drawing the bed
curtains closed, but didn’t know how he might react if he was completely
enclosed. So Nick opted for untying the ones on the far side of the bed,
letting those nearest the door remain open. With one last glance at Greg, he
flipped off the light switch watching as one at a time the lights faded to
black and silently went out the door. In the dark one tear slipped a lonely
path down a bruised cheek, only one, as brown eyes closed.